Everything has been goin pretty okay lately..

Im outta school..

I got a new job at Lonestar Steakhouse..

i have another interview for one tomorrow at 2.

im gunna try to hold up 2 jobs at once..we will see.  Ive discovered im further along in my life right now then some kids years older than me.

So today.. i pretty much just shopped with my mom.  Went and got my nails done. Poor TeeJay had to sit there for 40ish minutes. We went up to his moms house..went out to eat at Subway.

Yep..that was my day. Boring. lol

so idk..

i guess ill get off here..

<3 mucho amor

Yesterday was me and TeeJays TWO MONTHS!! Okay, so it doesnt sound like that much time..but to me it is. Best two months of my life.

I feel bad because yesterday i was so...so..idk.. emotionally insane. I would be really happy then really sad/pissed. It's because im just stressed..about TJ starten this job...about ME getting a job...school Finals...my car. just STRESSED. And he is too.

Therefore..

One Stressed Polly + One Stressed TeeJay = Insanely Emotional Wreck

Yep. Thatd be it.

Today after school i get to go look for jobs. YAY!! (only not) But i must admit, im kind of excited. I LOVE having my own money. I just hope i get one.

So...even though i rarely shop at Hot Topic anymore, there hiring, so i applied...ITS A JOB___BUT while i was appyling my "friend" says

"I doubt theyll hire you, you have to have a certain image for that"

That was just Fucked. Seriously Shut your damn mouth. FIRST OFF..i know plenty of people who work at Hot Topic that are n.o.r.m.a.l. it's just the freaks that apply there.

..and way to be a friend! you know? That was just gay. Oh well, we all hate him anyways.

You know what. Hes just JEALOUS. lol Because i getta hang out with all the hot emo guys that he wants to put his non existent penis in.

(Even though emo guys are NOT HOT AT ALL)

So yep. Thats my life as of right now.

i.love.you

SO. Boyfriend got his job!! we are SO insanely proud of him. His Mommy and I went with him to it. The whole time were sitten there saying "please let him get this" Now we get free airline tickets *wink* IM SO CITED. We can even go to ITALY for free. How amazing is that shit?

So Ryan turned 21. YAY! and for his bday he got to take a shot with Tech N9ne at his after party. Ryan was thrilled to take a shot with his favorite rapper. lol I was happy for him. Yea Ryan always has the hook-ups. lol

Colorado isnt going so bad right now. Im pretty content with everythinig. Its amazing. I miss Ohio, dont get me wrong, but i believe everyone needs to move somewhere and start new. theres SO much outside of Ohio. But it will always be my home. Honestly, i needed to get out of there though. Everyone does. I live so much more now. I have experienced SO much in my 9 months out here. I have found TRUE happiness out here.

Seriously...

Idk.

I love you guys.

Palina is pissed. I fucken hate when people think THEY know what's best for you, when they have no idea who you even are. Saying "Hey, how are you doing?" every week isnt knowing someone so dont fucken think you have the right to tell me what i should do about MY life. I dont fucken care honestly. Im not anyones "Little Polly" anymore. Im done with that shit. RAWWWWRRRR. Fucker. I hate him. *angry face*  He makes me not wanna come to ohio. I might find him and twist his ugly head off! FUCK YOU.

Anyways. Today was good

Were so cute. She's my love.

Can you get any cuter? Nope.

Not the best picture of me. But i was PISSED. Notice the red pinkish face?

*cheesy smile*. My Life. And i wouldnt have it ANY other way.

Panda Express is AMAZING. Right TeeJay?

I love Tristyn. Shes like my own lil' baby girl. She looks like shes pooping.

Polly's shirt. Yes. lol

We love our lil border jumper. jk <3

Prom is this weekend. Im still decieding if i wanna go. Prom...or Shaggy concert. hmm. Prom? IDK! im so confused! So much shit is comen up and goin on right now. Hinder on May 9th and KOTTONMOUTH KINGS on July 1st. Fuck yea.

DUDE! it was 80 degrees yesterday... and today...

this shit!---> SNOW 20 DEGREES

i gave him my hoodie

 Jordan look piiimmmppp

Jordans our little jumping bean! (hes half mexican)

Showen some Crip love. (He is, not me..and its a picture so can we please leave out the negative hate comments i would be recieving. Thanks.)

I love lil Tristen. She is my favorite one to babysit. She calls TeeJay off of my cell and gibber talks.

Kentucky! woo woo!... that was all for him.